Hey guys! I am posting a YouTube video here that I made detailing my journey from death to life, and then from legalism to grace. I hope that it brings glory to God and that people can see how amazing He is — He can save anyone! Finally, the title credit goes to John Bunyan for his fantastic book “Pilgrim’s Progress” which I think is pretty great.
I was pretty shocked when I began to hear the Lord speak quietly to my heart that it was time to quit church. “Not so, Lord,” I said, in the spirit of Peter from Acts 10 and 11.
But I finally relented. . . . Although it seemed as though I was having an inner temper tantrum in my “obedience” to my Lord and Master, Jesus the Messiah. (Good job, Lisa.)
The following Sunday, it was a huge surprise to me when Jesus made Himself known. His presence was manifested to me. “Oh!! Jesus!” I said. “Well, hello there! It’s been so long!” And His glorious joy was poured out to my spirit.
Of course He had never left me nor forsaken me. But I had forsaken Him. For 15 years. Why? Well, heck, I was trying to be a “good Christian.”
Before quitting church, the Lord had been stripping me of a belief system that was based on rules and regulations. I was all about, “you have to do this, and you shouldn’t do that.”
He led me to quit church in 2004, and by 2006 the only ‘law’ I was still holding on to tenaciously was that we “have to ask forgiveness for our sins.” Finally, the Lord gently removed that one last requirement through learning the proper meaning of 1 John 1:8&9. Simply put, John was speaking to unbelievers (most likely the Gnostics in his audience) in verses 8 and 9 of chapter 1.
So, I came to understand that I did not have to ask for forgiveness; that His death on the cross had already accomplished my forgiveness, and I simply had to believe that “it is finished.”
Realizing that I no longer had a Christian To-Do List, there was simply nothing left for me to do. Except to love Him back. To trust Him. To rely on Him. To depend on Him. I began to live my life in a totally different way. I trusted Him to lead me and guide me.
The way I parented our three kids became completely different; the way I viewed God began to line up with reality; I began to give my husband grace, and stopped trying to change him into a repentant and obedient ‘godly man.’ The TREE OF LIFE became my daily food; I had left behind the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. I now live every day with Jesus, worshiping Him in spirit and in truth. It’s a glorious life.
And if you’re wondering, no, I don’t go to “church.” Well, I never went back to “formalized” church. Yet to this day, I do gather together with believers on a regular basis, and there is more true fellowship in my life now than there ever was in the days when I went to church four times a week
The age of 27 is a turning point for some, bringing with it a certain amount of sobering awareness. Many people turn their life around at age 27; this happened to actor/comedian Russell Brand. (He discusses his recovery from opiod addition with Dr. Jordan Peterson in an interview found here: https://youtu.be/r2S58rH0PAw )
It seems that the age of 27 is often the period when a person chooses to live or die. Think of Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, Jim Morrison, Kurt Cobain, and Amy Winehouse, just to name a few, who all died by OD’ing at the age of 27.
I am 27 years old today. Today is my spiritual birthday; I received life 27 years ago during an “altar call” at Calvary Chapel Ft. Lauderdale. Not everyone knows the day and the hour that they got saved, but I can say with 100% certainty that I choose life on 9/1/91. 😊
So now that I am at that critical age of 27, I want to continue to choose life. I want to turn away from foolishness; I want to live a prudent life.
O naive ones, understand prudence; And, O fools, understand wisdom. Proverbs 8:5
But, some might say, “Lisa, you’re a Christian, you’re a child of God; therefore, you’re not a fool; you’re not naive.”
I spent 14 years being deceived by Churchianity. I spent those years being double-minded and “schizophrenic,” in a spiritual sense. I mixed the Old Covenant with the New Covenant and lived a life of confusion and, not only that, spent 10 of those years teaching my children falsehood! Now that is a serious matter! I am seeing the repercussions of this now more than ever, and talking openly to my kids about it. For example, on a long hike recently, my 21-year-old daughter kindly explained how the false teaching of Christian patriarchy negatively impacted her emotional state as a young girl.
I’ve been thinking a lot about Eve lately, and have been feeling a lot of empathy for her. She was certainly a child of God, yet she acted foolishly. Naively.
Adam and Eve were born with the Holy Spirit dwelling inside of them, and yet they became deceived by Satan; they believed falsehood. And yet they knew the Lord personally! They had heard the truth spoken directly from the Lord Himself.
“But from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil you shall not eat, for in the day that you eat from it you will surely die.” Genesis 2:17
Of course, it is recorded that Eve was the one who was deceived, while Adam sinned deliberately, with his eyes wide open. And though it was extremely tragic, to say the least, that Eve was deceived . . . I can understand how that could happen. Satan’s speech was so persuasive! Everything he said seemed so logical. She truly thought she was doing the right thing.
Sure, let’s go ahead and grow in wisdom and have our eyes be opened! Thumbs up, man!
Though God does sometimes rescue us from our own messes, our own personally created disasters . . . sometimes He doesn’t. In this case, He didn’t come to the rescue. He didn’t swoop down and stop Eve from eating that piece of fruit. He didn’t stop Adam from doing so either. He allowed them to totally and completely reject Him.
As a woman, I have nothing but empathy for Eve.
Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have laid hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead. Philippians 3:13
Now that I’m 27 years old in the Lord, I want to turn a corner; I want to choose life; I want to press forward into maturity. I want to live in such a way that I don’t expect God to rescue me from the messes I make; from the personal disasters that I create. I want to grow up and be a mature adult; someone who doesn’t get deceived.
How does this happen? How can we grow up and become wise, discreet, prudent adults in the Lord? We trust in Him. We rely completely on Him. We rest in His finished work. We let Him be who He is: the God who will be who He will be. And He is so different from us. He is a mighty and fierce warrior who does not waver when it comes to the truth. He is the truth.
Let us turn to Him.
September 1, 2018 2:06 PM