Hey guys! I am posting a YouTube video here that I made detailing my journey from death to life, and then from legalism to grace. I hope that it brings glory to God and that people can see how amazing He is — He can save anyone! Finally, the title credit goes to John Bunyan for his fantastic book “Pilgrim’s Progress” which I think is pretty great.
Forgive me, Father, I have sinned; it has been four months since my last blog post.
Just kidding! . . . About the asking for forgiveness part. Not kidding that it’s been four months since I’ve written anything here. My personal life has been overwhelming and consuming and causing much anxiety — a ‘down-cast heart.’ I have simply not had the energy to blog.
But God is active and living and He is ever-present, dwelling in my innermost being, as I live through the storms of life. Though the world may slay me, yet will I praise Him.
So, getting to the point, must faith be accompanied by works? . . . Of course not! We are saved by grace through faith, and we are sustained each and every day by His grace through our faith; through our trust in Him; our resting in the work He has already accomplished.
But what about the book of James?
But are you willing to recognize, you foolish fellow, that faith without works is useless? (James 2:20, NASB)
No, sorry. He got that part wrong. Faith is it. Sola fide. We are justified by faith alone.
(Am I the only one who just gets pissed off when they read the book of James?)
The five chapters of the book of James are filled with things we must do. There is not one mention of the death or resurrection of the Lord Jesus Christ. No mention of the divinity of Jesus. No mention of our forgiveness or justification by faith. James believes we are justified by works.
You see that a man is justified by works and not by faith alone. (James 2:24, NASB)
Did you know that the book of James was ABSENT from the first list of New Testament books known as the Muratorian Fragment. James’ epistle was not confirmed as a book of the Bible, included in the canon of the New Testament, until the fourth century A.D.! James was added to the Bible in AD 367, after the creation of Roman Catholicism!
Yet there is an excellent argument to be made concerning the fact that including the book of James in the Bible is important because it illustrates the differences between Paul and James, between a life of faith and a life of works. (Click here for a Bible Study by Living God Ministries on that topic.)
Sure James makes some good points, such as “if you stumble at one part of the Law of Moses, you are guilty of the entire thing.” But, mainly, when I read the book of James, I think, “Man, he’s a raging legalist!”
I’m thankful that I have been set free from a life of works. I am thankful to live a life of freedom in Christ Jesus; a life where I am free to walk in the Spirit, and live each day according to the Law of the Spirit of Life, and not according to the Law of Sin and death.
. . . I’m also thankful that I had the self control to NOT title this blog, “You know, James really pisses me off!!!” (And that, instead, all you got was an angry cat photo.)
Have you ever been fully devoted to your religion? Did you love going to church, mass, mosque or to temple? Were you in love with the personal elevation that your commitment provided?
Did God begin to tug at your heart and say, “Let it go”?
And then did you reply as did Peter, “Not so, Lord!”? . . . But eventually you surrendered to Him?
If you once depended on the acceptance that you received from others at church, and the purpose that your obedience to your religion gave you, and if you have walked away . . . then you are a rare specimen whom I’d like to meet (leave a comment below!), just like Suzette once did.
Suzette left a comment on one of my blog posts this summer, and from there an email correspondence began. Two weeks later, in August 2017, despite the fact that our homes are 1,200 miles apart, we were able to meet in person! While traveling to a family wedding, my three teenagers and I needed to wait around the Sacramento airport for a few hours before my husband’s arrival. Turns out it was Suzette’s day off of work. As my kids sat and stared at their phones, I got to meet my new sister in Christ and fellowship with her amidst all the Baggage Claim carousels. 🙂
Despite the groovy God-oincidence that allowed us to meet face-to-face, what has actually bonded our friendship is our shared experience with being die-hard legalists.
We didn’t burn out, we were pulled out of Church by God’s direction.
Having been set free for ten years now, I have come to realize that people like Suzette and I are unique. It seems that most people tire of their Churchianity slowly, like the fire from a candle that has been burning for hours and slowly extinguishes itself.
Suzette and I, on the other hand, were more like a firework that was sparkling and alive one minute, and then completely gone the next. As a Bible Study leader once told me, “Oh! You were a modern-day-Pharisee. That’s pretty rare!”
Of course, that wasn’t true. Nobody has ever come close to the ambitious zeal of the Pharisees.
“For I say to you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will not enter the kingdom of heaven.” (Jesus’ words recorded in Matthew 5:20)
Anyway, the point I’m trying to make is that Suzette and I loved church. Why? It gave us an outlet for our religious pride!
We loved how much “better” we were compared to those lesser folks who didn’t work as hard. We loved how good we were at obeying all of the rules. We loved how important we were in the eyes of others. We were convinced that we were “serving God,” and we loved that! It’s gross, isn’t it!? That is what the sin of religious pride feels like, and it sickens me to remember those times. Obvioulsy we were totally deceived and in error, but nonetheless, the fact remains: church energized us.
If you are in the same boat, and if God is tugging at your heart to quit church . . . please follow His leading. Don’t be afraid. If the Lord is leading you that way, say, Yes, Lord!
Jesus wants to set you free from the bondage of religion. He wants to be your God, instead of church being your god. Trust Him! You won’t be disappointed.
You will no longer be wandering in the wilderness of Sinai; He will bring you into the New Covenant. He will lead you right through the door which is Jesus Christ Himself, and He will plant you by the green pastures and still waters of the Promised Land of Rest.
Allow your legalism to kill you. Whether it’s the rules of your denomination or the 613 Mosaic Laws themselves, allow the Law to kill you.
Paul said, “For through the Law I died to the Law, so that I might live to God.” Galatians 2:19
Believe the truth that you are completely forgiven, and that He now loves and accepts you on the basis of you being a new creation in Christ.
Allow the Law to kill you so that you might die to the Law and begin living in a close relationship with your God, the Lord Jesus Christ. And if you’d like to hear more on this topic, please check out my blog: Outside of Churchianity.